A foreword
 
 
After having quite a few people e-mailing me about certain documents on the web, and seeing others link to them, it made me feel good at first to see it inspire some people, but at the same time filled me with embarrassment. I still can't believe I would post some of my most personal heart felt feelings on the net. But here I am again, writing about it, so I guess there's nothing to hide from anyone anymore.
 
I do like Star Maker, very much so. This being the very reason for making this site. Many people put her down all the time, and I guess I just wanted to put up a site where I could talk about her calmly, through some of my own words, without having one put down, or having one thing said about any of the Three Lights/Starlights being called "damn sexy." I think Star Maker's very beautiful, but I begin to wonder if sex appeal is the only reason some people like the Three Lights/Starlights.
 
This shrine though will probably be like many others out there. Stats, pictures, sound files, movie clips, and everything else I could find on her. Any of the shrines to 'something' on the net makes a person looked obsessed. And I know I am. But the thing about this obsession is, that no matter what I do, I will never get closer to who I'm obsessing over. And, here's the thing that gets me, I will never actually get to see many of Star Maker's emotions of which I know are there. It's sad that someone you love so much will never know of it either...
 
That's probably why I wrote that letter to Nagareboshi He and my confession to Koibito Archive's, and why I wrote things to myself. To make it seem like I was talking to her. And that's probably why I'll keep working on this site too.
 
I know I'm just another nameless face amongst a large crowd of people who like the Three Lights/Starlights. And I know if I could see them, my voice wouldn't be more audible that a soft whisper. Maybe that's why I try so hard, even though none of my sites are heard. Me, as black as Onyx. Star Maker, a shimmering star in the sky...
 
Oh well. All I can really do now is just work on this web site and hopefully someone else might understand.
 
 
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